It Never Ceases to Amaze Me

The heart: I've dealt with it often in my life. I've studied it, taken many apart in anatomy classes, memorized every facet of it. That being said, I don't understand how even now, with all of the relationship experiences I've had, how mine can still take me by surprise. With everything that happened tonight, all I want is to be her guy and make her happy more than anything. God, how I miss the days when girls had cooties and catching them was my biggest worry. I hope I didn't screw things up, but with my luck, I just blew my one shot. Wish me luck...