It Never Ceases to Amaze Me

The heart: I've dealt with it often in my life. I've studied it, taken many apart in anatomy classes, memorized every facet of it. That being said, I don't understand how even now, with all of the relationship experiences I've had, how mine can still take me by surprise. With everything that happened tonight, all I want is to be her guy and make her happy more than anything. God, how I miss the days when girls had cooties and catching them was my biggest worry. I hope I didn't screw things up, but with my luck, I just blew my one shot. Wish me luck...

It's Been Almost a Month

Wow, I can't believe it's almost been a month since I wrote on this. A lot has happened. School is winding down, I have this whole next week off work, and I've never felt better about where my life is going. Started a diet about a little over a week ago and have already lost 12 pounds. I'm heading to the gym tomorrow and, for the first time in a long while, I'm actually excited. My brother JR is coming home for Thanksgiving and I can't wait to see that SOB it's been forever. Had a fantastic weekend partying with some old friends. This could be the best I've felt since I left high school. Life couldn't be sweeter. These last few months have taught me one thing: keep the faith. Life hadn't exactly been enjoyable, but now things couldn't be better. I got my life back on track and feel great where with its going. Oh, and next week, I'm heading back to church again, too. Can't wait for that. Oh, well, it's getting late, so I'm heading to the living room to relax and probably fall asleep on the couch.

Thanks for reading, and remember, rainy days make you appreciate sunny days that much more.